Poems

01. …

  We were oh so cute
  Hand in hand over the moon
  Now I‘m destitute.

02. …

  We were on cloud nine
  Together in harmony
  Now alone I pine.

03. …

  Janus faced, no not her
  A truly open book, this is her
  Woeful, no that ain’t her
  A positive person, this is her
  Horrible, no not her
  Enabler of happiness, that’s her
  Right now, I’m wanting her.

04. Pencils & Paper

  My friend, my pen,
  I hold you now;
  do some writing…
  Make her say wow!

05. Being and Nothingness

  My reason for Being is you
  & it’s Nothingness without you.

06. Tango for one

  When rift did cleave our deep intimacy
  I kept my fears at bay determinedly
  I felt time would heal us gradually
  I let it tick and tock digitally.

  Then, hours became days & my fears flared
  My moody baby’s rendered me blacklisted
  My lady lovely, has rendered me blocked
  My body became tense and tormented.

  Then, the fears did grow to be fully fledged
  The flight’s so stark and highly escalated
  The plight’s pure torture, I lie paralysed
  The light’s very low, it’s almost faded.

  But to concede defeat I cannot do;
  For you’re my 💖 and thus I must pursue.

07. Three by Three

  U 2 me
  Really R
  EvReThing/k

  p.s. “(3+3)&(3*3)”

08. On you

  I run now with my youngest son
  For fun him, for me, to get numb
  I run to escape from my brain
  God knows the futile endless strain
  Herculean I’ll be ’til slain
  There’s lung n rib pain all in vain.

  I yearn in the depths of turmoil
  For being without you is hell
  I yearn for you to want me still
  God knows I’ll strain my every will
  Herculean I’ll be until,
  The final act brings a standstill.

  I do beg you long to respond
  For you to only acknowledge
  I am begging you to react
  God knows I desire your counter
  Herculean ’til your return
  The pain is mine for your answer.

  I crave more than life a reply
  For you the stars, just to comply
  I felt guilt for what I here imply
  God knows I want this thing simply
  Herculean? Weeping deeply
  There’s ache waiting for your reply.

  For all this adversity
  Only the moon
  Relies on
  You

09. …

  There’s a thing more than sex
  It’s nothing too complex
  It’s at nature’s apex
  It’s a natural reflex
  It’s nothing to perplex
  It’s love: love’s above sex

10. …

  There was once deep zest
  There was once deep lust
  There was then our split
  Then lust turned to dust
  Then zest turned to rust
  1.    Undue cruelty
  2.    Unfair language
  3.    Unkind behaviour
  4.    Uncalled for guilt trips
  5.    Unappreciated (sic – it’s ‘six’)

XX. SORRY

  More than words can express
   More than ever ever before
  —
   I so sincerely apologise
   I do so regret my wrongs
  —
   To think that our past times are now dark in your mind cuts me into 1,001 pieces
  —
   Heaven became Hell
   Paradise turned to Purgatory
   Luscious Light > Moonless Night.

XX. Tempest

  (1) I’ve been trapped for days
(2) Summer heat does blaze
  (3) I’m enrapt by her gaze
  (4) I’m in a deep daze
  (5) I’m into her ways
  (6) I love all she says


XX. JUST ANOTHER NUMBER

Tied to an Oak and Ghaf rack I abear,
whenever weren’t love a thing to revere?
It’s the heart of every sordid affair;
was mine dashed by the whim of an Emir?

We’d heaven ’til reality’s ensnare,
there’s no fate worse than this heartfelt despair.
Lost love lacerates, I hereby declare;
you’re the sand’s one jewel, this I’ll not forswear.

Stretched to the edge of reason I clamour,
my heart begs you to hear its enamour.
My words aren’t read yet I shall enedevour,
for with lost love I’ve just them and velour.

Damn these feeble rhyming lines, I’m too blue;
I dream of your neck and love-biting you.


love is love
Whose lips my lips have kissed, & how, where & why

Oh Four Oh Four
Oh Four Oh Four